OVERWHELMED!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Well it's been awhile since I have updated this!!!!!!!!! but it's for a reason. FEELINGS!!!!!!!!! Ain't it great!!!!!!!! NOT!!!!!!!!!!! Well I LOVE ALAINA, SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't get her to understand!!!!!!! Me and Mary got in tons of trouble on Sunday!!!!!!! I'm still soooo mad at myself for that!!!!!!!! :( I ended it with Dustin on Monday!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully that will calm down and settle!!!!!!!!!! And after all this crap with school, friends, and whatever other stuff!!!!!!!!!! I AM SICK!!!!!!!!! :( Ache all over, horrible head ache, tummy ache, and congestion!!!!!!!!! FATIGUE, man it sucks!!!!!!!!!!!! AND TONS OF FREAKEN HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!! Why do they have to pile it on? Amy gave me my birthday present tonight :) She is sooo sweet!!!!!!!!! The card rocks!!!!!!!! :) I LOVE MRS. LOWE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!! SHE HAS BEEN THERE 4 ME THROUGH IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I needed her all along!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo grateful for her. I don't know what I would do without her!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!! She has surgery tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!! I feel soooo bad for her!!!!!!!!!!! It makes me cry!!!!!!!!!! :( Well there is more, but I got to get bed!!!!!!!! Overwhelmedness is taking control. My birthday is in two days!!!!!!!!!! Hope things are better by then, but we will have to see!!!!!!!!!! I hope and pray I will just trust the Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!