WHAT IS ON MY HEART!!!!!

HEY AGAIN,
I have sooo much on my heart I just want to pour out!!!!!!!!!! I am soo overwhelmed right now. Ugh basketball is getting sooo stressful and tiring and painful. I just want to quit!!! Lord, help me stick with it. I know you put me in it for a reason!!!!! And I just don't understand who are my real friends and who aren't. Alaina is sweet to me one day and not the next! I want to be here for her all the time but everytime I want to talk something out she says she doesn't want to talk about it or I complain too much. But I love her sooo much and never want to lose her!!!!! I always worry I will though :( Faithy, I am sooo glad we have become soo close!!!!! I remember last year when I had absolutely NO true or close friends!!!!!! I was sooo lonely! She has been the best BFF!!!!!!! I love her sooo much!!! And we have sooo much fun together!!! I feel like she is ALWAYS there for me!!!!!!!! No matter what!!!!! And I think she feels the same way. PTL!!!!! And Jennifer, I thank you sooo much for her, Lord!!!!!!! She has been with me through and through even though I don't always maintain a consistent relationship with her. She still feels we are as close as sisters!!!!!!! I LOVE HER!!!!!!!! And thanks for all my other friends!!!!!!! Ugh. Lord, please help all my aches and pains to subside!!!!!!! And help me on my tons of homework!!!!!!!! AND Lord most of all please help me and give me wisdom with Dustin!!!!!! He has made life sooo hard for me, but something in me Lord just makes me want to still be a friend to him!!!! HE JUST DOESN'T GET IT!!!!!!! :( Help me to figure out what is wrong with my car as well!!!!!! Please give me guidance on what to do for my sweet sixteen!!!!!!! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR MY WONDERFUL NEW FRIEND, Katie!!!!!!!! You have helped me pour my heart out to her in ways I have never been able to with anyone else!!!!!!! Thank you, Lord!!!!!! She has been such a blessing and help in times when I most need it!!!! I love her sooooooo much!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR ALL THIS AND MORE!!!!!!!!! Luv you sooo much, JESUS!!!!!!!! HELP ME TO TRUST YOU MOST OF ALL!!!!!!!!!!