Tears from the heart

I love her sooooo much! I don't know whats wrong with me, she said goodnight. And i freaked out. Im sitting here puking up crud cuz i havent eaten and my nose is running faster than I can catch it. I look like Im about to die im crying soooo hard. Im soooo worried about her. I don't understand, I thought she was gonna talk to me more but she's gone just bye and nothing more. UGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a book report due tomorrow, a bible paper due, french test, and tons of anatomy notes to type. I don't know how I am gonna do it. I gave ALL my time to her this weekend!!!!!!!!!!! I love her soooo much, but why Lord why can I not focus on my work :'((( I can't even talk my voice is gone :( I DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT TAKE THIS LORD!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I HAVE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD on my shoulders and no one to turn to!!!!!!!!! :( AHHHHHHH! please help me God!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP KATIE!!!!!!!!!! Help me to get my work done and give me peace!!!!!!!!! I dont know what to do!!!!!!!!! :'(((( Well its midnight i better go. I love u katie!!!!! Please read this!!!!