What's on my heart!!!!!!!

I'm just sitting here balling my eyes out, I can barely see to type, but that's okay. My heart is just in sooooo much pain to see my big sis sad at all, but I know it's for a very valid reason. I love her sooooo dearly!!!!!!!! Though my heart aches right now cuz of the drama I am dealing with soooo many people that really don't mean anything to me but that they are someone else who just wants to make my life a whole lot crappier for me.....God knows that first and foremost I treasure my big sis as GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS SOOOO MUCH MORE AMAZING than anyone I could ever dream of meeting!!!!!!!! She helps me in more ways than it is even possible!!!!!!!!! SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!! Oh I pray, LORD, that you would take her pain away and give her peace!!!!!!!!!!!!! She doesn't deserve this pain at all!!!!!!!!! Help her to grow stronger in this, and not get taken down and depressed!!!!!!!!! Please wrap your arms around her and protect her!!!!!!!!!! Please show her your love and mighty hand!!!!!!!!!! Please direct her and guide her, and show her your wonderful plan for her life!!!!!!!!!!! OH LORD, I PLEAD!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, LORD, I'm overtaken with emotion.........GOD, YOU NEVER GIVE UP ON US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh GOD, YOUR SOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M JUST SWAMPED IN TEARS OVER YOUR AMAZINGNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CRY OUT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUGH, I AM WEAK, YOU ARE STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR MIGHTY HAND IS OVER EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE LORD, HOLD MY BIG SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOO WORRIED ABOUT HER!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( THANK YOU, GOD, FOR HER!!!!!!!!!!! WITH YOU I OVERCOME FEAR!!!!!!!!!!! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD, THANKS SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND BIG SIS, YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MATTER HOW FAR APART WE GET!!!!!!!!!!! :'( Oh, it kills me, but i trust God will keep you safe!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Well it's almost midnight so i better get to my homework, and I gotta get to hugging on my bears or I will never get to sleep. Oh, Lord, I'm sooooo overcome with emotion!!!!!!!!!!