KATIE LOWE!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW COULD IT GET ANY BETTER?????? :D

doesn't he look AMAZZZZZING!!!!!!! ;D

Okay so I know its been forever, but who cares. I aint got time for this everyday ;) anyway ive been sick all day, feeling like crap, laying in bed, being sooooo cranky and complaining about everything. The stress has reached it limit, but somehow I gotta look past it or I'm gonna be a mess and a total jerk to others. Why be sooooo selfish???? Just totally not worth it. Well anyway God put this song in my head on the way to work....and I was singing it the whole time, waiting to look it up when I got home. But it reminds me of my MOST AMAZING FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY AWESOME BIG SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one could mean anymore to me!!!!! Cuz no one on this earth has meant sooooo much to me and been in my heart for sooooo long!!!!!! and no one really knows how many times I have begged for this person (a sister), someone who loves me, sacrifices a lot for me, cares about me, and does her best to help me in everything.....someone who makes me feel special and worth something!!!!!!!! SOOOOO MUCH MORE THAN A FRIEND COULD EVER GIVE ME!!!!!!!!! I could never ask for more. Though I have been such a jerk lately and have gotten sooooo selfish cuz of all the emotions i have been feeling I still know I have her to turn to no matter how many times I tell myself that I cant. But she still believes in me!!!!!!!!!! THANKS SOOOOOOO STINKIN MUCH KATIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......DANG IT!!!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't get the video to load but here are the lyrics (look it up on you tube).....


Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong cause
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know

We'll show them together cause
you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always

Always yes i'll be with you.
cause i'll be there for you
always always and always
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
just look over your shoulder
i'll be there for you always always

P.S. lol. I know its from Tarzan.....but its awesome just the same!!!!! :D

I dedicate this song to you!!!!!!! You are such a blessing to me, Katie!!!!!! LUV U SOOOOOOO MUCH BIG SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, NO MATTER HOW FAR WE GET AWAY FROM EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND CHERISH YOU FOREVER IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! U'VE IMPACTED ME IN SOOOOOO MANY WAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! I COULD NEVER EXPRESS HOW THANKFUL I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I COULD NEVER EXPRESS HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HOW MUCH U HAVE BLESSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR THE BESTEST!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!